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I feel like I'm losing hope in finding a gf. There is just so little ssa women that want a serious relationship with a woman where I live (don't ask)
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Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:18I feel like I'm losing hope in finding a gf. There is just so little ssa women that want a serious relationship with a woman where I live (don't ask)
Social security administration?
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Like i will probably be lucky if I go on a date with one woman every year. Only have dated 2 people in 2 years (one was just one date. The other was a 6 months relationship.) I haven't dated anyone new since I broke with my ex last year.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:18I feel like I'm losing hope in finding a gf. There is just so little ssa women that want a serious relationship with a woman where I live (don't ask)
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Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:25Like i will probably be lucky if I go on a date with one woman every year. Only have dated 2 people in 2 years (one was just one date. The other was a 6 months relationship.) I haven't dated anyone new since I broke with my ex last year.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:18I feel like I'm losing hope in finding a gf. There is just so little ssa women that want a serious relationship with a woman where I live (don't ask)
Your ex? The 6 month relationship?
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Yes.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:29Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:25Like i will probably be lucky if I go on a date with one woman every year. Only have dated 2 people in 2 years (one was just one date. The other was a 6 months relationship.) I haven't dated anyone new since I broke with my ex last year.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:18I feel like I'm losing hope in finding a gf. There is just so little ssa women that want a serious relationship with a woman where I live (don't ask)
Your ex? The 6 month relationship?
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Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:15
You’re very young. And you’ve been in love with her for 9 years? This seems like it has affected your life and dating.
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
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I feel that way about a woman too. But I have never met her so it’s super strange to have these kinds of feelings for her.
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I'm 2 months porn free and I didn't even feel any desire to watch during those 2 months. I feel very good about it.
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What if I say same?Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:45I feel that way about a woman too. But I have never met her so it’s super strange to have these kinds of feelings for her.
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I can relate, I feel it's wrong to date someone else, like if I would cheat on her.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:41Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:15
You’re very young. And you’ve been in love with her for 9 years? This seems like it has affected your life and dating.
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
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I find it weird to catch feelings for someone online but I did and still think about it even after over a year..
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same I have to stop myself every time I think about it, knowing full well that she doesn’t give a fuck about meGuest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 16:25I find it weird to catch feelings for someone online but I did and still think about it even after over a year..
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OP - same. I know she literally probably never thinks of me and enjoyed fucking me over.
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In my case not knowing if she still thinks about me or ever wanted to contact me again is what is killing me. I changed my number after we stopped talking and never gave her the new one so I don't know if she tried to contact me or if she never wanted.
What we had was really intense and she was the first woman I had feelings for, she made me understand who I am. This is really f insane.
What we had was really intense and she was the first woman I had feelings for, she made me understand who I am. This is really f insane.
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Why would she constantly invite me to see her plays and trips, but never set a date? I would tell her I am interested and I would be down to go but then she never told me when she wanted to take a trip or when her play is?
Why do women initiate things and open then just close the door the next week. What is the point?
Why do women initiate things and open then just close the door the next week. What is the point?
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DA, it sucks when you are aware they don't care anymore but they are still in your mind.
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More straight women attract me than lesbians do. I don't know why.
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my parents care way too much what other people think. it's so draining
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Dude. I feel for you......Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 19:55my parents care way too much what other people think. it's so draining
(I've known people like this, and one of my parents is like this too..)
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congrats, anon. Not that I am into shaming people for anything sexual. But much of the porn out there is exploitative of women, imo, and it doesn't even feel right to watch it.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 15:07I'm 2 months porn free and I didn't even feel any desire to watch during those 2 months. I feel very good about it.
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Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 19:55my parents care way too much what other people think. it's so draining
If you’re older then 18 this is just fucking sad
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DA. I don't get it. Please explain?
My understanding is that the OP was trying to say it's draining when parents are fixated on appearances. I think this can affect how they treat their children, for example, their advice and 'support' would be more directed towards anon doing things to make them (the parents) look good, rather than op being happy, being well adjusted etc. That's an extreme, but there really are parents out there like that, and it sucks.
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DA. I think she's referring to the parents not the poster.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 21:36DA. I don't get it. Please explain?
My understanding is that the OP was trying to say it's draining when parents are fixated on appearances. I think this can affect how they treat their children, for example, their advice and 'support' would be more directed towards anon doing things to make them (the parents) look good, rather than op being happy, being well adjusted etc. That's an extreme, but there really are parents out there like that, and it sucks.
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I am looking for WLW to discuss anything and everything.
Do you know a nice place?
(I am French and I would like to make friends anywhere )
Do you know a nice place?
(I am French and I would like to make friends anywhere )
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Yeah if you’re older then 18 do what you want not what your parents want that’s just sadGuest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 21:36DA. I don't get it. Please explain?
My understanding is that the OP was trying to say it's draining when parents are fixated on appearances. I think this can affect how they treat their children, for example, their advice and 'support' would be more directed towards anon doing things to make them (the parents) look good, rather than op being happy, being well adjusted etc. That's an extreme, but there really are parents out there like that, and it sucks.
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People are affected by the negative aspects of their upbringing and of their young adulthood for the rest of their lives. For example, adverse childhood experiences (ACE), such as narcissistic parenting, violence in the home, neglect, severe mental illness in the home, substance use in the home, instability in the home, etc, are linked to the child growing up and having health problems, being either perpetrator or victim of violence, education and job issues, substance abuse, mental health issues, etc.. https://www.cdc.gov/violenceprevention/ ... tfact.htmlGuest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 22:47Yeah if you’re older then 18 do what you want not what your parents want that’s just sadGuest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 21:36DA. I don't get it. Please explain?
My understanding is that the OP was trying to say it's draining when parents are fixated on appearances. I think this can affect how they treat their children, for example, their advice and 'support' would be more directed towards anon doing things to make them (the parents) look good, rather than op being happy, being well adjusted etc. That's an extreme, but there really are parents out there like that, and it sucks.
Some people luck out and find the guidance, support, etc that they need elsewhere down the road. Others don't.
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Have you tried therapy? If you’ve had genuine feelings for women and sex makes you feel that good in the moment, you deserve to have a life partner. I urge you to talk to someone, depression is a real illness and there are therapists out there who are lgbt or specialize in helping lgbt people (I know with BetterHelp for example you can ask for that?)guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 10:37I have thought all of that through. Consciously I know there's nothing to shame. I tell myself I'm not a bad person and I'm not doing anything wrong, the rational side of me truly believes that but there's a part of me to which rationality does not matter, and it does not matter how much I try I can't help feeling shame and guilty. It's so bad that it makes me feel physically ill, my heart sinks in, I can't breathe well, it feels like there's a lump in my throat, wanna cry, and get light-headed.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 08:31You deserve to own your sexuality and take pleasure in eating pussy! A lot of us (dare I say, almost all?) have felt shame around being gay and having gay sex, and if its making you have such strong feelings of depression you really owe it to yourself to see a therapist and try to work through some of that. It might help you to enjoy sex more, and feel happier and more confident about who you are. Sending you a hug anon. Nothing about what you feel is wrongguest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 06:31As much as I love her eating my pussy, eating pussy drives me crazy. Makes my clit throb like nothing else in life.
I have the most intense orgasms from rubbing my clitoris while eating pussy. But after I orgasm I feel so guilty and grossed out by myself, it always make me wanna kill myself. I can't have sex without feeling extremely depressed afterwards. I hate myself.
I'm losing my hope. I felt the same when I kissed for the first time at 12, then when I had sex for the first time at 14, it still feels the same way whenever I have a woman, and I'm already 23. At first I thought this would go away after I accepted myself, I did and it does not get any better, I do not think it will ever get better.
I'm coming to terms with being ok being alone. Some people, for many reasons, manage to live in celibacy. If I can't make it, I can always end my suffering.
Please stay strong anon, I want you to make it
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This is so me! Mines 11 years tho. I've had relationships within that time span but somehow it always comes back to her. When I'm with others I don't think of her but when I'm single I do. It's like no one is as good as she was. And I have no idea why I can't get her out of my mind.....sometimes I wish I didn't even know her. Really would like to know if this ever goes away and that maybe I just haven't met the right one yet.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:41Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:15
You’re very young. And you’ve been in love with her for 9 years? This seems like it has affected your life and dating.
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
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Yes! You really get me.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 23:53This is so me! Mines 11 years tho. I've had relationships within that time span but somehow it always comes back to her. When I'm with others I don't think of her but when I'm single I do. It's like no one is as good as she was. And I have no idea why I can't get her out of my mind.....sometimes I wish I didn't even know her. Really would like to know if this ever goes away and that maybe I just haven't met the right one yet.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:41Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
Does she knows how you feel about her?
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Well I reached out to her a few years ago because I didn't know if she was single or not. She responded back just friendly messages but then stopped all conversating with me....this was through our gaming consoles. Pretty sure she had a lapse of judgment and forgot who I was at first then realized and stopped messaging back. Turns out she was engaged sooooo yea lol really would have rather she didn't answer at all. So to answer your question. I'm not sure if she knows but I think she did, hence why she stopped communication with me.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 01:12Yes! You really get me.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 23:53This is so me! Mines 11 years tho. I've had relationships within that time span but somehow it always comes back to her. When I'm with others I don't think of her but when I'm single I do. It's like no one is as good as she was. And I have no idea why I can't get her out of my mind.....sometimes I wish I didn't even know her. Really would like to know if this ever goes away and that maybe I just haven't met the right one yet.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:41Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
Does she knows how you feel about her?
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Argh, I hate that every woman I've been interested in, and got to know has always been able to forget me so easily. Yet here I am still caring. I need to accept I'll always care more about others than they will me, damn you mental illness.
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Damn, I relate to this so hard. I am exactly the same way anon, you’re not alone.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 01:31Argh, I hate that every woman I've been interested in, and got to know has always been able to forget me so easily. Yet here I am still caring. I need to accept I'll always care more about others than they will me, damn you mental illness.
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French!Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 22:13I am looking for WLW to discuss anything and everything.
Do you know a nice place?
(I am French and I would like to make friends anywhere )
Do you like fries?
Hmmm are you turning 38 this year?
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DA. Ugh, reading these posts breaks my heart a little. Good luck to you two anons.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 01:26Well I reached out to her a few years ago because I didn't know if she was single or not. She responded back just friendly messages but then stopped all conversating with me....this was through our gaming consoles. Pretty sure she had a lapse of judgment and forgot who I was at first then realized and stopped messaging back. Turns out she was engaged sooooo yea lol really would have rather she didn't answer at all. So to answer your question. I'm not sure if she knows but I think she did, hence why she stopped communication with me.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 01:12Yes! You really get me.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 23:53This is so me! Mines 11 years tho. I've had relationships within that time span but somehow it always comes back to her. When I'm with others I don't think of her but when I'm single I do. It's like no one is as good as she was. And I have no idea why I can't get her out of my mind.....sometimes I wish I didn't even know her. Really would like to know if this ever goes away and that maybe I just haven't met the right one yet.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:41Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:15
You’re very young. And you’ve been in love with her for 9 years? This seems like it has affected your life and dating.
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
Does she knows how you feel about her?
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I’m crushing hardcore on a senior in high school ! I’m breaking all of my rules but she’s so beautiful!!!!! Fuck
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Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 05:07I’m crushing hardcore on a senior in high school ! I’m breaking all of my rules but she’s so beautiful!!!!! Fuck
No don’t even go there
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How can we destroy what we haven’t even tried? I love you. I feel sick. I want to say I need you and I want you but I won’t put that pressure on you. I love you. I’m going to be around if you ever need me.
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AwwGuest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 08:23How can we destroy what we haven’t even tried? I love you. I feel sick. I want to say I need you and I want you but I won’t put that pressure on you. I love you. I’m going to be around if you ever need me.
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I'm incredibly hurt at how I had someone toss me aside.
I feel like I was a pillar to her when she was going through a rough time, but it was purely platonic. I just listened when she needed someone to talk to.
Anyway, she confronted me with her feelings for me and then got extremely distant and acted very immaturely when I told her I wasn't attracted to her physically (she was overweight, and her hygiene practices were questionable)
I told her that she needed to move on and find someone else to be that person for her, she did and things were ok for a while.
However, after I recently told her I was seeing someone, she stopped talking to me altogether.
People who confuse being nice with flirting are the absolute worst.
I feel like I was a pillar to her when she was going through a rough time, but it was purely platonic. I just listened when she needed someone to talk to.
Anyway, she confronted me with her feelings for me and then got extremely distant and acted very immaturely when I told her I wasn't attracted to her physically (she was overweight, and her hygiene practices were questionable)
I told her that she needed to move on and find someone else to be that person for her, she did and things were ok for a while.
However, after I recently told her I was seeing someone, she stopped talking to me altogether.
People who confuse being nice with flirting are the absolute worst.
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Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 13:33I'm incredibly hurt at how I had someone toss me aside.
I feel like I was a pillar to her when she was going through a rough time, but it was purely platonic. I just listened when she needed someone to talk to.
Anyway, she confronted me with her feelings for me and then got extremely distant and acted very immaturely when I told her I wasn't attracted to her physically (she was overweight, and her hygiene practices were questionable)
I told her that she needed to move on and find someone else to be that person for her, she did and things were ok for a while.
However, after I recently told her I was seeing someone, she stopped talking to me altogether.
People who confuse being nice with flirting are the absolute worst.
I know what you mean.
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Worst part of it is thinking you got over her to only realize you've been distracting yourself from her with others.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 04:34DA. Ugh, reading these posts breaks my heart a little. Good luck to you two anons.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 01:26Well I reached out to her a few years ago because I didn't know if she was single or not. She responded back just friendly messages but then stopped all conversating with me....this was through our gaming consoles. Pretty sure she had a lapse of judgment and forgot who I was at first then realized and stopped messaging back. Turns out she was engaged sooooo yea lol really would have rather she didn't answer at all. So to answer your question. I'm not sure if she knows but I think she did, hence why she stopped communication with me.Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 01:12Yes! You really get me.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 23:53This is so me! Mines 11 years tho. I've had relationships within that time span but somehow it always comes back to her. When I'm with others I don't think of her but when I'm single I do. It's like no one is as good as she was. And I have no idea why I can't get her out of my mind.....sometimes I wish I didn't even know her. Really would like to know if this ever goes away and that maybe I just haven't met the right one yet.Guest wrote: ↑17 Jan 2022, 13:41
Yes, it really did. I can't commit to anyone because at the end of the day it's her who will be on my mind and it's not fair with the other person..
I can't move on from her and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just broken.
Does she knows how you feel about her?
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I need help...
I've been talking to this girl for a few months, she lives on the other side of the world and is completely straight.
Nothing is happening - we are just friends. But... she started saying that my behavior is "abnormal" and that I have feelings for her. I don't - she's so smart, funny and beautiful, but I'm not delusional, and have always treated her as just a friend.
She keeps analyzing my words and behavior and saying things like "don't expect more from me/don't fool yourself". This is so unusual to me because my behavior is completely friendly and tame.
Why doesn't she just leave? I've never been in this situation before, it's so confusing.
I've been talking to this girl for a few months, she lives on the other side of the world and is completely straight.
Nothing is happening - we are just friends. But... she started saying that my behavior is "abnormal" and that I have feelings for her. I don't - she's so smart, funny and beautiful, but I'm not delusional, and have always treated her as just a friend.
She keeps analyzing my words and behavior and saying things like "don't expect more from me/don't fool yourself". This is so unusual to me because my behavior is completely friendly and tame.
Why doesn't she just leave? I've never been in this situation before, it's so confusing.
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ask her why she thinks that?Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 16:18I need help...
I've been talking to this girl for a few months, she lives on the other side of the world and is completely straight.
Nothing is happening - we are just friends. But... she started saying that my behavior is "abnormal" and that I have feelings for her. I don't - she's so smart, funny and beautiful, but I'm not delusional, and have always treated her as just a friend.
She keeps analyzing my words and behavior and saying things like "don't expect more from me/don't fool yourself". This is so unusual to me because my behavior is completely friendly and tame.
Why doesn't she just leave? I've never been in this situation before, it's so confusing.
The fact that you posted it here and won’t just leave gives me the impression you do like her!
My dude
1 she lives far away, not just the country but world!
2 she is straight
3 she is accusing you of being into her.
So the fact that you are STILL talking to her gives her the impression that you might be.
A normal person would just say, fuck no I got no feelings for you. If she keeps insisting you do… you ask her why she thinks that?
Or just say girl bye I ain’t got time for this shit.
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She pulls out receipts from months ago, not only the exact things I've mentioned but also random screenshots....... She also interprets my words in her own way, every time she does that I'm just ???????Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 17:39ask her why she thinks that?Guest wrote: ↑18 Jan 2022, 16:18I need help...
I've been talking to this girl for a few months, she lives on the other side of the world and is completely straight.
Nothing is happening - we are just friends. But... she started saying that my behavior is "abnormal" and that I have feelings for her. I don't - she's so smart, funny and beautiful, but I'm not delusional, and have always treated her as just a friend.
She keeps analyzing my words and behavior and saying things like "don't expect more from me/don't fool yourself". This is so unusual to me because my behavior is completely friendly and tame.
Why doesn't she just leave? I've never been in this situation before, it's so confusing.
The fact that you posted it here and won’t just leave gives me the impression you do like her!
My dude
1 she lives far away, not just the country but world!
2 she is straight
3 she is accusing you of being into her.
So the fact that you are STILL talking to her gives her the impression that you might be.
A normal person would just say, fuck no I got no feelings for you. If she keeps insisting you do… you ask her why she thinks that?
Or just say girl bye I ain’t got time for this shit.
I have this strange feeling that she wants me to have feelings for her, like a very manipulative way to get someone to admit something first.
A weird fucking situation, and here I am, discussing it on the internet.
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