Spanish (Catalan) girl wrote: ↑23 Jul 2024, 18:04
MY DESCRIPTION
I'm Spanish (from Spain, not Latina).
I'm short (I'm barely 1,60).
I'm thin.
I have brown straight hair always up with a ponytail.
I have white skin.
I have brown eyes and I wear glasses.
I'm very feminine. I hate make up and a lot of perfumes but I really love dresses and skirts. I almost always wear these clothes. I don't like show my body.
I'm bisexual (women preference).
I'm 27 y/o and I'm autistic (Asperger).
I'm really introverted, shy and lonely (but it has never been a problem for me).
I don't want children.
I consider myself a noble, naive and sensitive person with a rather weak character.
I also consider myself a rather conservative.
I really love history, art (Greek, Roman and from the Middle Ages) and religions.
I don't like parties, discos, clubs, smoking or drinking. Zero.
MY IDEAL WOMAN:
Very preferably Spanish too.
Very tall (1,80, 1,85, 1,90).
🫠 It's not very easy to find such tall women in Spain, but even if they're a minority, there are some, so even if it's more difficult it's not impossible either.
Fat (overweight, obviously no extremely and insanely obese), I love abundant curves and a really bigger woman than me in height and weight.
With big and rough hands and fingers that I would to compare at every moment with my very thin and delicate ones with pianist fingers. Feeling hands like that caressing me and touching all my thin and delicate body in the intimity must be the best.
Long brown or black and straight or wavy hair.
White skin.
(I hope it's understood that I don't pretend to sound racist, which I'm radically anti. Are just preferences and have nothing to do with it).
Brown eyes.
With glasses and a «nerd» face.
With a peculiar and at the same time beautiful sunrise.
Neither masculine nor feminine, fifty fifty. That doesn't show her body and dresses and looks discrete, not provocative, informal, relaxed. That she isn't crazy for fashion and shopping at all. That she doesn't use make up. However, at the same time that wear some discreetly sensual garment or footwear: tight jeans, platform sneakers and platform (also heel if it's possible) and leather boots, sandals or flip flops... (I have a serious fetish with these footwear
).
From what I see (especially in other people's opinions), I'm not attracted to conventionally "attractive" women, nor are they the typical ones that highlight or that everyone admire and is crazy for them. But for me, a woman as I describe her is more than Miss Universe and that's the most important thing, that she attracts me.
I don't care if younger or older, maturity is what matters.
Noble, sensitive, sentimental, romantic and at the same time with strong character.
Protective and dominant.
Strong while I'm weak.
Mature, that she knows what she wants.
Obviously monogamous and that she wants a serious relationship.
Skeptical with the current feminism, poliamorous, promiscuity and another postmodern ideologies.
That she doesn't want children (if she's young and hasn't already had children a years ago from previous relationship for example, it can happens too
).
Hard working.
Independent.
Intelligent, cultured.
That she doesn't like partying, smoking or drinking either.
However, what I've had so far has been nothing more than platonic crushes. I really have no luck.
The first time was with a lesbian four years older than me, but I didn't know how to manage it well, it all ended very badly and I was psychologically very affected (obsession and limerence (OCD), emocional dependance, anxiety, depression). I needed medication and a lot of psychological help to get out of the abyss I was in.
And now, finally, I'm really crushed with a straight woman, married with children and almost twenty years older than me. In my eyes, she's really beautiful, sweet and sensual, really a goddess.
Even so, there has come a time when, if I only have to be in love platonically, I have learned to keep my distance and talk to her as little as possible because already following the previous experience, I am very afraid of making the slightest mistake and then sink back into depression.
It's nice to be platonically in love. I am more than content to admire her and feel everything I feel for her from the distance.